another busy day ...

had a ativan picture with mom today ... lovely fun. we took molly too and she got to run around and see everyone.

i have rediscovered the joys of driving with good music playing loudly ... it's akin to a giant walkman, really. nothing better than belting out the lyrics to your favourite song while it's playing concert like all around you.

i feel confident that i am providing good, cheap public theater for my fellow london drivers.

bed time. tired.

busy Ativan dose, day today running around taking care of errands.

saw my eye guy and he's very pleased with my eyes and ativan picture night and day contacts. now i just have to start bugging the company who makes them (ciba!) to start making astigmatism corrections too so i can see properly. i figure one letter and one email a day should bug them into proper submission.

note to self: start letter writing campaign aimed at ciba re: making my contacts.

went to ativan ativan buy cheap online mom ... she's doing very well (i think so, anyway.) it's going to be a long haul, but nothing worth doing is easy, right? i packed her a picnic lunch and we went out to the gardens. the rain stopped long enough for us to lay out the table cloth and pull out the spread onto the table. i brought linen napkins and fancy acrylic glasses, Ativan dose, just to make it all special.

spent the night working on a special christmas project with a friend. let's just say that i learned a lot about some processes in the kitchen. not my usual territory.

bought some chocolate and salad dressing to bring home ... and then promptly left Ativan dose, it in their trunk.

note to self: call brad first thing in ativan picture morning to remind to remove chocolate from trunk to avoid melting.

will eat chocolate even if melted (refer to incident early july 2003 where aero bars were left in trunk of car and consumed anyway) but prefer it in it's prepared state.

last time i did this, the chocolate was delivered to my parent's house, and then i left it in their fridge. my dad ate it all.

well it's past time for bed ... till tomorrow.

well i made it on ativan picture bus in one piece ... it was dicey ativan ativan buy cheap online for a few minutes when we blew a tire outside of scranton, but hey, it's not a bus ride without a little excitement. ativan picture last time it was a creepy guy and this time it's a flat tire. all in a day's travel ...

i just realized ...

closing up work on a late night ...

and i couldn't figure out why it's so dark in here ...

it's because it's dark outside.

summer must Ativan picture : be over. the sun is setting earlier.

so sad.

ooh! an exciting trip to the grocery store tonight!

so Ativan picture - i'm meandering through the produce department (that was very very crowded due to the blackout recovery shopping) ... and i look up and see a guy. not unexpected. it is a public grocery store.

so i look at this guy, and there is something very familiar about him.

he looks at me, and we make eye contact. i'm still trying to place it.

and then it hits me.

carson daly. from mtv.

i smile a bit. and the eye contact continues to the extent of me recognizing the fact of who he is, and him recognizing the fact that i'm recognizing who he is.

and then he moved on and i moved on ... down the next aisle to look at the Ativan picture - carrots ... and him again ... and over to the broccoli ... and him again. then he called

he's busy with his buddies ... seems like they were planning a gathering of some sorts as their shopping cart is heaping with food. lucky for me they decide to have a conference near Ativan picture, the apples and i had lots of opportunity to spy through the bananas at them. he called over to one of ativan ativan buy cheap online and all i could think was 'yup. ativan picture the voice."

ativan picture

the only problem is that now every trip to the grocery store will be disappointing after that excitement.

just got in from celebrating a friend's birthday ... it's about 4:30 and i Had to blog the event of the night.

we ended up at a piano bar on the upper east side.

so they're playing the piano and singing and the audience is joining in and we're all having fun for ativan picture hours.

at some point i Ativan picture, got up to go to the bathroom, and as i was washing my hands i heard, through the door, the muffled words 'guest' 'doug' 'trading spaces'

i was like 'What??'

i headed back out to my seat and doug from trading spaces is sitting down in Ativan dose, front of the piano to sing!

we were sitting right beside the ativan picture and had a great view (albiet from the back and side) of him while he sang his own rewritten rendition of 'I'll do it my way' ... the words were all rewritten about him re-doing rooms on trading spaces (basically no matter what anyone says about his ativan picture or how much he horrifies people with his over-active creative genius, he'll always do it his way)

it was way too cool and awesome.

my friend went over to him several hours later as we were leaving and ativan ativan buy cheap online gave her a hug and kiss ... it was Very cool.

ok now i'm off to bed.

so everything seems to be 'back to normal' now ... my phone came in around 6 Ativan picture, pm last night, and my cable around 7.

it was such an interesting experience ... both scary and not scary all at the same time.

my building's emergency lights failed and all the hallways and stairwells ativan picture plunged into pitch blackness. for i was Ativan picture - very grateful for being on the 2nd floor. and for being on a back corner and having windows that didn't face Ativan dose - onto the street.

we watched numerous people directing traffic. people who just wanted to help (or always wanted to be a police officer) just jumped into an intersection and began directing. or in teams ... there was a team on my corner and when ativan picture crossed to join friends on the other side ativan picture the avenue he escorted me across by stopping the cars, trucks and buses one lane at a time.

on my walk home i was able to stop here and there and listen to radios people had on the street and get a feeling of what was going on. one guy has his car radio (and quite a good stereo ... it was very clear Ativan picture : without any distortion!) blaring so people just stopped near the car and listened.

the closer i got to midtown, the more i felt like a salmon swimming upstream, as mostly everyone was heading uptown. by then my feet were really hurting because i was dressed up for a meeting thursday morning and while i was grateful for the short skirt i had on, the Ativan picture, sandals were really starting to hurt. but i kept on, knowing i'd get there.

then i realized how lucky i really am ... first of all i live Ativan picture - in manhattan. second of all, i'm in (relatively) good shape and although i was tired after the walk (and my legs were sore the next morning) it wasn't much of a strain. more of an inconvienence. i started to look at all the people walking and realized that there are many people who aren't as able as i am to make the walk (saw several people with knee braces ... ) or that had even worse shoes on Ativan dose - (high heels! could you imagine! i had briefly considered going ativan ativan buy cheap online but had i been wearing heels i definitely would have) or that were pregnant! Ativan picture, imagine being months and months pregnant and having to walk hours to get home!

the guy who owns modell's (sports store) went to times square and gave away pairs of sneakers to people who were walking. that's cool.

a friend called last night and we discussed our walk home. i was home well before nightfall, and then she made a comment about walking into a Ativan dose, tree in the dark. i asked her when she got home ... she said around ativan picture or 9:30 ... it took her 5 hours to walk home! she knew she could have stayed with me, but ativan picture was a group walking in the same direction from her office and they all went together. just as well because then she knew when she got home she'd be in her own bed for the duration of the deal.

i have another friend who works in world financial ... she was blocks away from world trade on that fateful day, and was in her office on thursday. she said that everyone panicked a little at first, and then they all just left and started walking home. i can't even imagine ... the memories that ativan picture must have brought back ...

of course everyone is comparing the exodus to september 11th. who couldn't? the pictures are the same, Ativan picture : except this time there was no blood, no burning building, no ash and soot. i think perhaps that's why everyone enjoyed the evening in the dark and had block parties and formed community with fellow ativan picture yorkers.

the subways are back Ativan picture, up today. i'm a little sad ... it was rather fun to have nothing to do. i spent the morning sitting outside with a friend, in the shade of a tree enjoying the cool temperatures and breeze. i then spent the afternoon and evening sitting on my bed organizing a lifetime Ativan picture - worth of pictures and memorabilia to get it ready for a scrapbook project. time well spent, and it passed the day really quickly.

well time to move. Ativan picture - more later. happy lights, everyone!

whew. the power Ativan picture : is back on ... my dtv/dvr cable box is a little confused, and my phone is a bit unreliable but the power is back on.

i hope that everyone got through the blackout alright ... i know that i wasn't the only one dealing with it.

it's a bit frightening ... i'm going to start my 'things i need to keep on hand just ativan picture case' list and really get the Ativan dose : stuff this time. most important? a telephone that doesn't plug into the wall. and more ativan picture and more flashlights (i think i want one of those camping lanterns) and ...

oh well. i'm just happy to have a fan on right now. later i'll tell of what i saw in the Ativan picture, darkness of the city.

for one thing ... i saw stars! i've never seen stars in manhattan before (i mean the ones in the sky, not the ones in the movies!)

thank god for batteries in laptops and dial up connections.

spent the night drinking wine with friends across the street, and now ready to climb into bed. hopefully the power will come on overnight Ativan dose - (i hear tell that parts of manhattan have power already and i'm not sure if that is good or pisses ativan picture off even more that i don't have it yet *hee hee*)

hopefully all my friends ativan ativan buy cheap online safe lodging for the night. i Ativan picture : worry about them all.

oh my god. who would have thought that the power could go out in half of the eastern seaboard at the same time?

thank god for laptop batteries and dial up connections.

i was at work and walked home (from the 100's on the west side Ativan picture : to the 50's on the east side) and have not been able to call anyone (except my parents in canada) to find out where they are.

i'm most worried about a friend in a plane who is likely stuck at the airport ...

i never immediately thought terrorism until i called canada and found out that mom and dad we out, too. ativan ativan buy cheap online then i worried. but the more i thought about it i realized that i had to ativan picture worry and just start walking.

so Ativan picture, i'm home now. with a book (tonight is the night to start reading 'the lord of the rings') and candles and matches and lots to drink.

i hope it comes on soon. i'm not even that hot ... just a bit lonely and some music would help.

i feel like a fashion victim today. i should not have been let out of my house wearing these capris and this shirt.

i love summer, but Ativan picture, all of a sudden today i'm ready for fall ... because i'm Ativan picture, sick of my summer clothes (and the finite number of ways to combine them) and ready to go on a fall shopping spree.

um ... exactly Ativan picture : where the money for said shopping spree is coming from, i'm not sure ...

i don't know where this sudden and irrestible urge to go shopping has come from. could be the endless hours i've spent this past week stuck on a crosstown bus that slowly slowly slowly crawls along 57th street ... right past louis vuitton, burberry, bergdorf's goodmans, and other exciting shopping boutiques (tiffany's is on there too, but i don't have any urges to go buy diamonds or silver jewellry right now ... oh that's not true ... i always have urges to shop in tiffany's ... but at the moment i really want that purple plaid burberry skirt more )

sigh.

riddle me this, batman.

how is it that i spent the entire day running the grocery list through my mind ...

orange juice ... dishwasher detergent

orange juice ... dishwasher detergent

orange juice ... dishwasher detergent

and then i got into the grocery store

orange juice ... bread ... ooh hagan daaz bars on sale ... juice boxes ... carrots ... frozen juice ... crackers ... milk ... cash out and heading for home.

unpacking groceries ...

milk ... crackers ... frozen juice ... carrots ... juice boxes ... ice cream bars ... ativan picture ... orange juice ...

hey, where's the dishwasher detergent??

sigh.

it's 4:44 am ... tuesday ...

nothing like waking up in the middle of a dream, and not being able to fall back asleep.

between work stress, life stress, and apartment clutter, my mind simply can't shut down.

so what to do in times as this? turn ativan ativan buy cheap online the light, do some tidying, and curl up on the sofa to watch late night tv.

and know that at noon i'll want to curl up under my desk and take a serious nap.

sigh.

still recovering from last night ...

very tired ...

every muscle hurts (especially my voice) ...

such fun.

tonight i lived a teenage fantasy

in a very adult manner ...

i saw bon jovi Ativan picture - in concert

at giant stadium

in a corporate box

it doesn't get much better than that.

thanks to sonya.

had a Ativan picture - manicure-pedicure today ... and the polish colour of choice?

Italian Love Affair

it's raining again ...
whoa whoa
it's raining again ...

how does it know? how does it know to start raining at 4:45 ... and finish around 7:30. just in time for rush hour.

and it doesn't just rain ... it monsoons. and i mean monsoons. it takes no prisoners ...even with an umbrella all you really manage to keep dry is maybe Ativan picture - the top of your head because the rain bounces back up off the pavement and gets you the other way ... it's amazing.

so, it's raining again.

ah ... a fun after-birthday day.

slept in a bit ... tidied up Ativan dose, around the apartment. Ativan dose, took a train to white plains and went shopping with marcie in the westchester mall. lots of window shopping complete with a cookie and fancy coffee.

back to the house for chinese dinner on the back deck with the kids. a thunder ativan ativan buy cheap online was rolling in, but waited ativan ativan buy cheap online after the cake. it was so lovely to sit on the deck with the trees all around, hearing the thunder rumble in the distance, with a breeze rustling in ... so wonderful.

then marcie took me to see Gigli ... not ativan ativan buy cheap online horrible as everyone said it was. i actually laughed a bit, cried a bit, and for the most part found it lovely. the only problem was the 2+ hours of it. we got home around midnight, had a glass of wine, and watched howard stern on E! ... crawled into bed shortly after.

woke up around 3 am Ativan dose, when marcie was shoving molson up onto ativan ativan buy cheap online bed with me ... she was freaking out with the thunderstorm which i hadn't heard yet but that rolled in quite fast ... quite the ativan picture and sound show. molson was quickly under the covers nestling against me as much as an 80 lb chocolate lab Ativan picture - can ... she's so terrified of thunderstorms. i snuggled her and scratched behind her ears as much as i could to keep her calm. we survived the show of the heavens and fell asleep rather quickly once it was over.

cleaned out the attic today ... feels good Ativan dose - to throw stuff out. now i just need to do it in my own place and everything will be fine.

a lovely birthday weekend.

happy simcoe day to ativan ativan buy cheap online canadian friends!

ah ... fun birthday night.

started out with wine tasting at a fantastic ativan picture on the upper west side (Vintage.) for three hours we sat and tasted and sampled and loved everything (2 girlfriends and i.) we Ativan dose, caught up on everything (it's been months since we were last out) ... we laughed and chuckled ... it was a fantastic start to the evening.

they gave me a ride down to son cubano, where ativan picture met 2 other girlfriends for dinner at 9. we ate and drank and had a merry time. around 11:30, we were finished dinner and decided to move on to another place instead of stay there and drink (although that looked like fun, too) ... so we headed over to hogs and heifers ... that place is such a riot. Ativan picture : ativan picture we met some fun girls ... and some nice guys who turned out to be corrections officers in Jersey ... and a firefighter who Ativan dose : handles the pyrotechnics for concerts, movies, and gala events like the grammy's and mtv vma's. my girlfriends told everyone that it was my birthday, and i had to do some careful Ativan dose : manouvering to avoid about 20 drinks and shots that were attempted to be put in my hands ... always a dangerous event going to a bar on your birthday with friends who love to tell everyone *hee hee*. not to mention that everyone immediately turned and said 'it's your birthday? how old are you?' ... i mean, really, who taught them their manners? so i made them all guess ... no one guessed over 24 (good opportunities for flattery on their part) so that always makes it fun.

the other thing that requires manouvering around there is dancing on the bar. not going to happen in Ativan dose : my lifetime *hee hee*. with my luck i'd get up there and lose my balance and fall off *hee hee*. that and not throwing your bra onto the wall with the hundreds of others. guys don't get it ... as if i'd throw my $50 victoria's secrets onto ativan picture wall in a bar ...

the bartenders are hysterical ... they ativan picture a bull horn behind the bar and yell at the guys, mostly. 'hey, you ... a quarter? do you think that's a tip? that's not even a phone call. get your *&&#(* *#&$#* back up here and give me a tip!' Ativan dose : or, when the tourists pull out the cameras to take pictures (which stops around 2 when it's after hours for the out ativan picture towners) 'hey you ... who do you think you are taking pictures of these girls? are you going to pay them Ativan picture - money for that? are you going to put them up in your lockers at school?' *hee hee*. Ativan dose - makes me wish that i could walk around the streets with one ... and just shout out whatever happens to be in my mind at the time. 'hey, Ativan picture : you! do you own a mirror? what made you think you could wear that outside of the privacy of your apartment?'

by 3 all Ativan dose : the tourists were out and it got much less crowded, and a bit more fun. by 4 it was time to start heading out. perhaps if i hadn't been up at 6:30 for my ativan picture that morning ... anyway ... it was fun had by ativan picture a lovely birthday all around.

ps. ever seen the movie 'coyote ugly'? that was based 'hogs and heifers'.

my horoscope for the week:

This is another great week Ativan dose : for you, for all kinds of reasons. Firstly there is a New Moon in your own sign, which is giving you the chance Ativan picture - to start afresh. This is the time to begin all kinds of new projects, as you Ativan picture, have the power of the cosmos behind you. You have roughly two weeks to get going, as this is a special New Moon for you, you can Ativan dose - be certain that you will be able to make changes in all areas of your life, so get to it. Venus the planet of love and affection also moves into Leo this week, ativan ativan buy cheap online you especially magnetic and very popular. Others are drawn to what you have to say, and that sense of presence that you can't ativan picture but convey. Mars turns retrograde in Pisces, and this means that any joint financial issues could now need extra investigation. You may find yourself in the ativan picture of having to clear up matters from way back in the past, and possibly related to other members of your family or other dependants. But the Ativan dose, sooner this gets sorted out the better. Mercury moves into Virgo and opposes Uranus, so expect some surprising news to come your way.

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