life is so funny ...

when available cheap cod phentermine was little, i was obsessed phentermine online pharmacy the mail. Available cheap cod phentermine - getting mail. running to the mailbox to check the mail. chatting with the mail man. but i was always depressed when i didn't get any.

i remember my dad telling me that you have to send mail to get mail.

but that didn't inspire me at all ... i've always been the type to get a letter, read it quick and fast, then sit on it for a while before writing back. Buy cod online phentermine - i wanted to send profound thoughts ... significant ideas ... letters available cheap cod phentermine consequence.

what i should have done is just jot back something quick. to keep the lines open.
however, when i did finally sit down and write the great canadian novel to my friend, i'd wait obsessively for a response the moment i dropped it into the mailbox.

and now, here i am. in the technology age.

and i'm doing exactly the same thing.

i receive emails from friends. phentermine online pharmacy i read them the second they arrive. but do i email right back? no. i sit on it, and wait until i get home from work. or until tomorrow night Available cheap cod phentermine : when i'm home. then i dedicate a night to writing letters and emails. i sit on the bus and make a list of people who i owe email and letters to. i available cheap cod phentermine myself that my friends read my blog and thus know what i'm up to and know that i'm always phentermine online pharmacy about them.

and then finally, i do it. i write a long, action packed, thoughtful email. phentermine online pharmacy i inquire on how things are going for phentermine online pharmacy i update on the latest here. and i click send.

and then i wait. and wait. and wonder if my email went through or if it's lost in the etherworld, never to be seen again.

and wait.

i sent it. why am i not getting any?

and then wonder 'who do i think i am?' i make them wait and wait and wait. they are not mind-readers and do not know that i'm available cheap cod phentermine about them all the time. and i am not a mind-reader and do not know what they are thinking.

although i'm pretty sure they're thinking 'ha ha. she can wait.' and i deserve just that.

isn't mail wonderful? we should all participate in it Available cheap cod phentermine - more. including myself.

ok so it's been a busy week or two ... busy month ... busy couple of months ... busy spring ... busy winter ... alright, so it all started last fall when i Available cheap cod phentermine - was deported ...

but i digress...

so i've available cheap cod phentermine the brain of a sieve lately, and am habitually misplacing things ...

but available cheap cod phentermine i found something that i didn't even know was missing. and it gets better.

have phentermine online pharmacy ever put your hand in a pocket and found a few dollars? my canadian friends love putting Buy cod online phentermine : their hands into a coat and finding a bill because it's at least a fiver (considering that ones and twos are coins) ... and they find it disappointing when it happens down here because it's probably just a single ...

but i digress again ...

so this morning i was available cheap cod phentermine furiously looking for a business card from a long lost friend who i wanted to email ... and i pulled some stuff out of a spot where i have been known to stash stray money ...

and i found a flat folded bunch of money. i had no idea it was there, nor did i have any recollection as to where it came from. i opened it Buy cod online phentermine : and found $100.

phentermine online pharmacy : wow.

then i remembered.

when i went to canada in june, i had $140 american phentermine online pharmacy $200 canadian in Buy cod online phentermine : my wallet. i knew that i didn't need all that on me while walking around, so i vaguely remembered hastily pulling $100 american out of my purse and dropping it into my open suitcase. i also vaguely remember available cheap cod phentermine it into my paperback book that i had in the bag when i was packing to leave toronto and head to london.

i also remember unpacking 2 weeks later in canada. about Available cheap cod phentermine - a week after getting home i was unpacking the corners Buy cod online phentermine : of the suitcase, and pulled out the book. i went to put it on the shelf, but felt that it was phentermine online pharmacy fatter than usual ... and i remembered how when i Available cheap cod phentermine - packed to leave new york i had put my nail file inside it because i didn't want it to scratch up my leather planner. so i opened up the book and found not the nail file but a flat folded amount of money.

$100 to Buy cod online phentermine - be exact.

i remember Available cheap cod phentermine - at the time i had no idea phentermine online pharmacy it had come from, available cheap cod phentermine then thinking back and remembering what had happened. and because i didn't feel like going to the bank, i tucked it available cheap cod phentermine my 'secret' money spot. and clearly never thought about it again.

so, how exciting to find money not once but twice!

and i must say, for those of you who don't know me, i am not rolling in dough to the point where a significant amount of money like this is like pennies ... this is huge! this will help cover rent ... or cable ... or hydro and gas ...

so the story doesn't tell you that i'm loaded and can miss a stray hundred here and there ... it tells you that i've been truly busy and distracted lately ... and that i had a fun morning putting it all back together.

just got a manicure ...

i had one a few weeks ago ... and don't usually get them so close together, but the last one was red polish and although red looks great, it's a beast to get off. i always end up looking like i just Available cheap cod phentermine - killed a chicken. so i decided to let them take it off.

and she did great. it was messy, and red, and took her about 10 minutes to work on it ... so i ended up tipping her Very well.

and the end result was a lovely pale pink with red borders *hee hee*.

in the words available cheap cod phentermine georgia ... 'so pretty'

ps. and i think i fixed the software and can update my website again!

weekend's Available cheap cod phentermine - half over already ... time sure flies when you're having fun ... ahem ... working hard ...

shifted and sorted 28 bins of books today ... i'm sure i won't be moving too fast tomorrow at all ... although it will make the laundry seem a lot lighter ...

commute this morning was annoying ... usually on saturdays it takes forever and a day because of saturday schedules and delays and such ... so i actually managed to Available cheap cod phentermine, leave early for once (briefly debated taking my time and cabbing to work, but then decided the $10 fare saved would pay for my manicure tomorrow so ...)

and of course, i just get to the bus stop and up comes a bus. no Buy cod online phentermine, traffic. no parades? no street fairs? no construction? what's wrong with this picture?

and of course the subway pulls up right away. and it's empty. no service re-routes? no delays? no bypass stations?

i was to work in 35 minutes. one for the record books.

and was also stopped by a woman on available cheap cod phentermine subway ... she was massively confused by my british edition of harry potter 5. she actually made me show her why the american version was 100 pages longer. i almost said 'because they're stupid gits who are messing with Available cheap cod phentermine, your mind' but decided to hold my tongue and politely show her the difference in gutter size, font size, lack of chapter illustrations, and paper difference.

never ceases to amaze me.

got home late ... and started channel surfing ...

just got dtv so channel surfing is available cheap cod phentermine bit more interesting (and takes a bit longer) than it used to.

tonight i found quite a treasure ... newsworld international ... and at 11:30-12 at night they show cbc nightly news! quite exciting! got lots of canadian national news, as well as an interesting (and much more understandable!) view of the important american news.

a nice surprise before going to bed. now i just have to remember what channel it is ... somewhere phentermine online pharmacy 1 and 999 ...

well, it's finally friday.

worked until 8 last night ... and what a doozie.

i was diligently working available cheap cod phentermine the schedules, marvelling at my young adult librarian's successful author visit earlier in the day. finished the schedules and deftly moved onto the easy book replacement list. within 4 titles of finishing the list, the fire alarm went off.

usually i curse a blue streak when the Available cheap cod phentermine : fire alarm goes off, but Available cheap cod phentermine, i'm trying really hard to curb the behaviour. luckily i'm getting better because i had a father and his daughter in front of me when it happened and that would not have been available cheap cod phentermine i dropped my head to the desk, got up and began to evacuate.

it was 7:45 by the time we were back in (that's actually quick!) then, 5 minutes available cheap cod phentermine a call from a staff downstairs to tell me that the basement is flooding Buy cod online phentermine, again. argh! so i called our facilities supervisor on his available cheap cod phentermine phone (as far as i'm concerned, if i'm at work so is he.) someone will Buy cod online phentermine, be there in the morning? well i hope my new books that available cheap cod phentermine being stored in the basement won't be ruined *sigh*

then ended with a Available cheap cod phentermine : shopping trip to target. got a caller id cordless phone. available cheap cod phentermine haven't had caller id since moving here 6 years ago ... i'm so excited *hee hee* ... it's the little things in life, eh?

happy friday!

my horoscope for today:

You feel a little let available cheap cod phentermine after all the recent excitement. Nurse your available cheap cod phentermine for the lessons that they'll teach you. Beyond a certain point, you'll need to stop looking backward and start making plans.

i stand corrected: i have an appointment with my web guru Available cheap cod phentermine - on friday ... my computer guru lives in canada and is not available to fly in to assist me (imagine that!)

*hee hee*

well the good news is that i have made an 'appointment' with my computer guru to reinstall my web software later this week, and god willing we can all stop looking at Fishy's picture every day.

the world is still moving around Buy cod online phentermine - me. it's amazing how quickly your body adjusts to things ... i'll phentermine online pharmacy walking along the sidewalk and then feel as though a shift is coming and move my body to accommodate it. i must look drunk or something.

but while waiting for the train Available cheap cod phentermine, i realized that it's rather dangerous situation ... should i happen to walk over to the edge of the platform to see if a train is coming ... and should the world shift (in my head) at that moment ... well, let's just say i won't be doing that for a few weeks *hee hee*

monday!

back home from cruise monday. :-(

i had such a great time ... it was not at all what i expected, exactly what i expected, and more than i expected all at the same time.

ran in the door and ran out again to work. haven't had even a moment to download the pictures.

have made plans to fix computer web problem on friday, so hopefully over the weekend i'll get my cruise pictures up!

so there is lots i can tell about the cruise, but i really need to catch up with work at the moment.

i leave you with this ... i wasn't at all seasick ... didn't even notice the boat available cheap cod phentermine moving (other than it rocking from side to side ...) but i'm having a heck of a time right now ... my body can't figure out why my office isn't moving ...

thursday!

cruise thursday!

i'm so excited. i got my nails and toes done last night (i have pretty red nails and toes!) and i'm off to aveda this morning so when i get back at noon i'll be all pretty and ready to cruise!

(can you tell i'm excited?)

i've had a few not-so-happy moments in the past days and weeks (for example, i spent yesterday on long island for a family funeral...)

but i'm phentermine online pharmacy to put it aside for the weekend and enjoy myself. i deserve a fun time (yeah! *hee hee*)

see you all on monday!

busy Available cheap cod phentermine : getting ready for the cruise thursday. packed the scrapbooking stuff monday night, getting a manicure/pedicure tonight, and a wax tomorrow morning. then it's all aboard (wait, that's trains ... what do they say for cruises?) and we're setting sail for halifax. i'm pretty excited ... not only do i get to spend 4 days scrapbooking, i get to see eastern canada (which i've never seen but always wanted to) and go whale watching. all from my front door of new york harbour.

it's kind of surprising to me that i'm doing this. i always seem to fall into vacations backwards.

for example ... several years ago, i had a friend living in london, england. i decided to go visit her, and was so focused on the fact that i was going to spend a week with her that it wasn't until i was standing staring at big ben that i realized i was in London!

last fall a friend had a birthday and invited us all to las vegas for it. i was so busy Available cheap cod phentermine : thinking about going for her birthday, it wasn't until i was standing on the strip the first night that i realized we were in vegas!

and here, again, is another example. i was so focused on the fact that i was going scrapbooking for 4 days that i didn't realize that i'm going on a carnival cruise!

this is always a lovely surprise to me, as if i were to sit down Available cheap cod phentermine, and plan my holidays these are not necessarily places i'd pick. i always go home to see family and friends ... or i'm well overdue for a trip out west to see family and friends (perhaps next summer ...) so it's fun that these actual vacations randomly and spontaneously.

see you at sea!

ah ... another lovely day.

went to the annual union picnic ... the weather was perfect - sunny and warm, but not humid, perhaps a little on the cool side when you Available cheap cod phentermine : were sitting in the shade of the trees, and a bit of a breeze was going so that was chilly, but on the whole it was much better than rain, or than Buy cod online phentermine : total hot and humid.

we arrived off the Buy cod online phentermine : bus, ate, went for a walk, Available cheap cod phentermine : sat and chatted, ate, went for another walk, sat and chatted, ate, went for another walk, sat and chatted, ate, and then hopped onto the bus (and ate ... )

arrived back at the lions by 6:30 and went home to relax.

who could ask for more?

ah, a lovely relax after a day's work.

came home ... or to the apartment sitting home ... after work. played with the cat for a while (i'm Available cheap cod phentermine : actually cat sitting more than apartment sitting) and then took dinner and harry available cheap cod phentermine out to the terrace. nice and cool, a breeze phentermine online pharmacy the sun setting ...

finished eating. reading ...

eyes growing heavy ... mellow background noise ... sounds of the city muted and distant ...

woke up from a quick cat nap *hee hee* and felt lovely. speiding time outside is so lovely. the sky is blue, not a cloud in sight ... Available cheap cod phentermine - well, a few blowing over the park, but they were fun to watch.

and then i heard a sound. a lovely Available cheap cod phentermine : sound very close. i looked over my knee and sitting on the corner of the terrace was a cute little bird. mottled brown all over with red on available cheap cod phentermine head and neck/chest. and then it chirped.

and chirped. and then started to sing.

it was unbelievable. it lasted for at least 5 minutes. i just sat, motionless, staring at this cute bird (songbird?) who was singing me a private concert.

i had moments Available cheap cod phentermine, of sadness when i wondered where he came from, where his friends were, and if he were singing trying to find companions. but then i realized, being so close to the park, he likely had his friends there somewhere and knew where to find them.

so once i got over that, i relaxed and enjoyed the concert again. all too soon, he flew away and left me with the sounds of his voice in my head.

such lovely nature in the city.

just had a lovely surprise.

am apartment sitting. near central park. was sitting inside, watching tv when suddenly i heard a noise that sounded like we were being bombed. but i knew it wasn't that. i suspected what it was, and ran to the window to confirm.

yup.

there must have been an event in the park that ended at 10. and how do they celebrate at the end?

you guessed it.

fireworks.

i Available cheap cod phentermine : ran for the camera, jumped onto the terrace, and started snapping pics. but was very careful to actually watch the display instead of just watching it through the camera, which sometimes happens.

it was beautiful, loud, colourful, amazing, and right outside my door. or their door. whatever. it was like it was just for me. closer and more exciting than ever.

and when it was Available cheap cod phentermine : over, a round of applause from the neighbours around the block watching them from their terraces.

such available cheap cod phentermine and such a surprise. lovely.

still have holiday head.

made it through monday and tuesday, only to dash out of work on tuesday leaving my keys behind. argh.

yesterday was spa day! mom and i were treated to a foot reflexology session at elizabeth arden red door by my sis ... it was a truly beautiful thing. i wasn't feeling too well in the morning (must have something to do with working ...) and 30 minutes in a mellow room relaxing with someone rubbing my feet was a lovely way to rejuvenate.

i managed to figure out how to hook up my verizon dsl line last night ... so let's see how that goes.

and hopefully sometime early next week i'll get dreamweaver back on my computer so i'll be able to update my webpage. available cheap cod phentermine i looked at my statistics last night and see that several of my pages didn't move too well so there are many page errors! so sorry! please have patience.

time warner cable phentermine online pharmacy coming tonight ... DTV available cheap cod phentermine DVR. i'm psyched. not too sure where the equipment is going to fit on my shelves though ... i seem to have a tad too much available cheap cod phentermine the stereo electronics hardware area...

spoke Buy cod online phentermine - with dean in london last night ... he starts his new job on monday! phentermine online pharmacy the library is in elephant & castle (i didn't tell him that my favourite pub/bar in the other london is called elephant & castle ... just makes it easier Available cheap cod phentermine : for me to remember.) it was lovely talking to him. will have to email more often.

well, now that i managed available cheap cod phentermine sneak inside with the delivery guy, i'm going to get to work.

happy thursday all!

back to work today. blech!

all in all it went pretty well.

still feeling stuffy and sinusy. had a patron tell me today that 'it could be allergies'.

curses the thought! available cheap cod phentermine a cold. that's my story and i'm sticking to it.

(although consider the fact that it pretty much started the day i arrived back in the city. and that my skin was totally not irritated in canada, but annoyed here again ...)

so by 7 pm at work, my head was spinning a bit ... a little weary from a full day's work (first in Buy cod online phentermine, about 3 weeks), and the sinus, and the contacts ...


so when i heard a girl ask a question of the librarian working behind me, it really made me stop.

did i really just hear her ask 'do you have a video on blood letting?'???

immediately the reference interview question 'lancet or knife?' pops into mind ...

i look Available cheap cod phentermine : over my shoulder and see him looking up 'blood wedding'.

i almost burst out laughing. i managed to wait until she was gone before i broke down into giggles. i could barely tell the other librarian what had just happened. he cracked up too.

blood letting. that's one for the librarian's journal.

almost as good as
patron: 'information on korea?'
librarian: 'north or south'
patron: 'no ... like nursing'
*hee hee*
... only in new york.

feeling a bit under the weather today.

although, under the weather when it's 90F outside is an interesting concept.

cleaning the apartment today. i keep getting up, clean something, then going back to the sofa for a half an hour.

holidays are almost over, and i'm not looking forward to going back to work at this moment.

still have not Available cheap cod phentermine : re-installed my web program, so the site it phentermine online pharmacy out of date. more apologies.

am going back to the sofa now.

*snif*

happy july 4th.

i think i'm coming down with a cold. sore throat, lots of sneezing, slightly stuffy nose.

better get better before my cruise in two weeks.

this is exactly how one usually ends a holiday. sick. and ready to go back to work and take Buy cod online phentermine : sick days.

available cheap cod phentermine

ok ... so i'm still working on the computer. takes time to re-install what needs to phentermine online pharmacy re-installed.

the contacts are doing well ... except that they don't give full correction so i have to figure out if it's worth it or not.

going to bed now. happy holiday to all!