ok,

so i was on my way to a very productive saturday yesterday until i messed up.

i was working on my Diet online phentermine pill purchase, website redesign friday night, and was very excited about the progress. so saturday i went ahead with plans to scrapbook, and then went home to finish my website.

the scrapbooking was very productive ... nearly finished a project that i've had in the planning stages for a while now. felt really good about that as i was heading home.

so i arrived home pumped. sat down at the computer and by 10:30 pm i was nearly done. then it hit me.

i forgot no phentermine prescription make a tab for 'pictures'. i've coded every freaking page, and i forgot to put a tab in for pictures.

so now i have to head back to the drawing board and start again. at that realization, i turned off the computer and went to bed.

clearly i'm not coding my website in the most effective way, but it's what i've figured out and it's how buy in phentermine uk do it for now. it's all a learning experience.

and tonight i'm going to rubber stamp. no more no phentermine prescription for a while *hee hee*.

ok, so in case you haven't heard me mention it before, when i commute, i'm in my own little world. i am not unaware of what is happening around me, but i'm not necessarily paying attention. i'm usually focused on what i am going to do (work, meeting someone, an appointment ...)

so yesterday, when i was rushing off the 6 train Buy in phentermine uk, to pick up mom at grand central by 10 am, i was needless to say caught off guard when a 30 or 40-something man stopped me on my way to the exit turnstiles.

excuse me, he said
my name is charles
(and at this point he put his hand in his pocket. i thought he was looking for something)
i want to give you my heart
Buy in phentermine uk, he says
and would like to take you to dinner.

now, if he had been really cute, i might have blushed and been stunned and stammered and been all embarrassed.
instead, as he wasn't cute, i was only stunned and embarrased ... for him.

so instead of having Buy in phentermine uk - a prepared answer to such a question, as i'm sure every new york female has because i'm sure Buy in phentermine uk - this happens all the time to the model-types and such, i merely said, with as little rudeness as possible

uh thanks but um no thanks.

halfway up the escalator, my mind back to my mother, the response pops into my mind.

sorry, but my heart belongs to another.

that's what i should have said.

the other thing that popped into my mind was saying

are you serious? do you really think that this is a good way to pick up women? i mean, kudos to you for talking to strangers in the subway, and asking them out even, but do you really think that you'll meet a quality woman in the subway?

now, i consider myself to be a quality woman (or at least much more quality than many) but i wouldn't consider dating a guy who approached me in the subway. so even if he did find one (which, coincidentally, he did) no woman of quality would actually say yes to that.

i sort of wish that he had given me something to represent his heart. this one is definitely for the scrapbook.

mom's in town!

i picked her up at the airport on friday. buy in phentermine uk i was waiting by the baggage carousel for her. there was no one else around (it was a quiet friday afternoon at 2:22 pm.) she was one of the first off the plane, and came down the ramp buy in phentermine uk the baggage area with another woman. i saw her immediately and waved, then started walking towards her. she told me after that she got all excited and said 'oh there she is!' and the woman beside her couldn't figure out why mom was so excited to see her luggage. then she realized that someone was waiting there and that she was excited to see me. it was Buy in phentermine uk - pretty funny.

it rained and drizzled all day friday, and saturday morning. Buy in phentermine uk, but by no phentermine prescription time we finished brunch on saturday morning the rain had gone away, the sun was coming out, and voila! it's a beautiful spring weekend in new york. so we spent the day shopping, and cleaning out Diet online phentermine pill purchase, my buy in phentermine uk to get them ready for my spring and summer clothes.

friday night we rented 'my big fat Diet online phentermine pill purchase, greek wedding', i made dinner (salad, frozen fish and frozen veggies ... one no phentermine prescription my favourite meals ... and i'm getting quite good at buy in phentermine uk it if i do say so myself), drank a bunch of white wine and giggled non-stop through the movie. Buy in phentermine uk, then, we were in bed and asleep by 9:30. a fun evening for sure.

mom is with my sister for the first Buy in phentermine uk, part of the week, back to the city for wednesday and thursday morning, and then back to my sister Buy in phentermine uk, until she leaves on saturday.

we're going to go see the macy's flower show, Diet online phentermine pill purchase, rockefeller center, and perhaps some more shopping at h&m.

and maybe i'll make her dinner again. frozen fish with a different frozen veggie. *hee hee*.

more rain. more wet dog smelling city. but it's cold! that's annoying.

went shopping at target. buy in phentermine uk the best thing to do on a rainy day. bought a new cordless phone (so now i won't be able to listen in on other Diet online phentermine pill purchase, people's conversations anymore...)

spent the other parts no phentermine prescription the day watching a statue of saddam fall. pretty fascinating. and amazing that i actually saw it live. usually when there is big breaking news, i miss it. when that big no phentermine prescription ordeal went down in waco, texas, i had spent most of the day watching it while studying for final exams, and it was perhaps the most boring thing going. until i ran to the mall to pick something up (probably more chocolate to keep Buy in phentermine uk, me going through the studying) and when i got back (only 15 buy in phentermine uk ... i swear!) the entire compound was ablaze. what the ???

i slept through september 11th ... i woke up around no phentermine prescription that morning. the one day that month i got to sleep in.

i made the decision to change the channel at 9 am one saturday morning to watch spongebob squarepants (which used to be on at 10) and when i turned the channel back to nbc at 10 i found out that the space shuttle had blown up ... at 9:05.

so today when the statue thing was going on, i had to take Buy in phentermine uk : a shower so i could get out the door to meet a friend. i'd been watching for almost an hour. i no phentermine prescription that the best way to hurry it on was for me to Buy in phentermine uk : hop into the shower because the way my luck runs is for me to leave or change the channel. luckily by the time i was out, buy in phentermine uk that had happened was the marines moving in to help, so i got to see him bend (rather unnaturally) at the knees.

ah, freedom.

well, managed to survive the unexpected april snowstorm yesterday. just when i thought Buy in phentermine uk, it was safe to put away the hot water bottle Buy in phentermine uk, for the summer ...

when i got home and started watching the soaps that i taped during the day, i had to stop and laugh. every 10 minutes or so they were cutting in for a Storm Watch Update. dear god buy in phentermine uk only got about 5 inches total ...

but the funniest was about 3 when mayor bloomberg came on for a Snow Update Press Conference. it had already Buy in phentermine uk : stopped by then!

sigh.

and now we're set for rain for the week.

well april showers ...

walking to work on a lovely (if not chilly) sunday noon ...

- there are lightpole signs up for the Diet online phentermine pill purchase - local city rec center ... is it finally ready to reopen from renovation?
- on the corner where once buy in phentermine uk was a diner ... now is a huge hole in the ground and is no longer barricaded in by wooden walls but by chain link fence so one can watch the action. i wonder if they stop construction on no phentermine prescription as a courtesy to the jewish synagogue beside them?
- lots of people out walking to Diet online phentermine pill purchase - enjoy the weather. but it's cold out? are they crazy?
- another man with a pipe ... this one a long curvy white one. this is the 3rd pipe i've seen today.
- the subway station has had an exit closed for construction forever. no phentermine prescription one Buy in phentermine uk, day in may of 2001 i walked by and saw a sign 'this entrance closed for escalator repairs from 5-31-01 to 5-31-03'. what? it takes 2 years to repair an escalator? (i haven't mentioned that this particular escalator has not been in functioning order since i moved here in 1997.) Buy in phentermine uk : so i realized a few weeks ago that 5/31/03 was coming up. today i notice that that sign has been changed to read 5/31/04. Buy in phentermine uk, double what? and then, in black marker, someone cleverly has written 'entrance closed forever'.
- crossing park Diet online phentermine pill purchase, avenue the daffidols are starting to bloom.
- at the corner of madison there is a large planter full of yellow tulips.
- a sign in the body shop window advertising a new product ... body butter (in flavours, no less ... blueberry being the one that stayed in mind.) reminds me of that seinfeld buy in phentermine uk where kramer starts shaving with butter, and then using no phentermine prescription all over his body to keep his Buy in phentermine uk - skin smooth. who could forget the closing of the episode where he falls asleep sunning on the roof and wakes up baked?
- crossing madison i see metal police barricades stretched on the sidewalk. i Diet online phentermine pill purchase - wonder what parade (or protest) is going on today ...
- a couple on the sidewalk on their cell phones pointing buy in phentermine uk an empty storefront with a 'store for lease' sign in the window. i hear him buy in phentermine uk 'manhattan hunting ...' and i buy in phentermine uk that odd store that i've walked by countless times has closed. i wonder when that happened. i wonder if they're going to lease it. i wonder what might go there. i wonder if people who are looking to lease store fronts spend their weekends walking around the city looking for empty space.
- approaching 5th ave i see a herd of people, likely tourists, staring at the closed Buy in phentermine uk : subway station. no E train service today. i feel compassion for their delimma ... the nyc subway system is not terribly user friendly, especially not on weekends.
- crossing 5th ave, an older, distinguished gentleman catches my eye. he is using a formal looking cane, smoking a pipe (another one today), and wearing a full length mink coat.
- by the watch store buy in phentermine uk see a window full of timepieces. i realize that the time changed last night and wonder if the staff came in early to adjust all the clocks.
- as i'm heading into work, i glance over to the church across the street. i see a man wearing a suit with a carnation in his lapel. a wedding today?

who says a walk clears one's mind?

the plot thickens ...

just found out that i won a prize for my antibloggies achievement.

the sponsor was gracious enough to buy in phentermine uk me to find out if Diet online phentermine pill purchase - i would like to swap the specified prize (they thought that perhaps, just maybe, i might not want a countertop composter) for an amazon gc.

how lovely of them. my little nyc studio kitchen counter would have overflowed with anything else on it (i do only have about a foot and a half of counter top space ... just enough for a dinner plate really) ... not to mention the fact that a countertop composter in new york city is likely otherwise known as a deluxe holiday resort for roaches.

it's kind of neat to win a prize for just being me. even if the prize was for being banal.

it would seem as though quite a few people have Buy in phentermine uk : discovered antibloggies.com ...

and are actually coming on over Buy in phentermine uk - to read.

so... Welcome! to all

feel free to stick around and see what it is that i do all day.

ok.

so i have discovered something through buy in phentermine uk the statistics on my site. i guess i must, at this point, thank all of my statistics professors in university, both undergraduate and graduate, to convey to me both the ability to read and analyze stats, as well as the ability to use them to come to conclusions about use and trends. scary enough, these buy in phentermine uk skills i do use every day at work when determining use patterns of books and other materials. but i digress.

suddenly, in the past few days, the number of people viewing my blog page buy in phentermine uk very page) has dramatically increased. yesterday it was the most popular page on the site. i have to Buy in phentermine uk, say, i really have no idea why anyone reads this. it started as a creative outlet for me, in which i often wrote down things i would think about buy in phentermine uk moving around the city, or weird things i would see ... which, in new york city, is many.

the site began when mom buy in phentermine uk dad bought a digital camera for the family, of which, over a year later, i am still the only one who knows how to use it. i was tired of emailing pictures around, so i started the site.

the fact that people around the world read this is a little mindboggling.

and the fact that lots and lots of them suddenly are is buy in phentermine uk mystery.
well, Buy in phentermine uk, mystery no longer.

i discovered my new number 1 referring site. usually it's yahoo or google in image searches ... Buy in phentermine uk : but now it's www.antibloggies.com

what it antibloggies? apparently, it's a site that gives awards for no phentermine prescription they freely admit that they're a joke. so, why is this site linking to mine?

because, apparently, i am a winner! a 2003 winner!
for what you may ask?
the most banal content.

hmm ... i pondered this on my way home tonight.
first of all, it's interesting that no phentermine prescription failed to contact me in any way to inform me of this honour. should i be expecting a golden statue in the mail? prepare an acceptance speech?
second of all, how it is Diet online phentermine pill purchase, possible that my blog is the most banal in the entire electronic world? did they really read all the other 3 million blogs out there Diet online phentermine pill purchase, and decide that i am most banal?
hmm Buy in phentermine uk, Buy in phentermine uk : ... perhaps they did. and perhaps i am. and if that is true, then i take this award with pride. why? because it makes me think of a tv show that i once enjoyed and now find myself living daily. that would be seinfeld, of course. and what was seinfeld all about? nothing, of course. every episode was about nothing (which is why everyone hated the finale because it was about something.)
i live seinfeld daily. i Buy in phentermine uk - have been in new york for over 5 years, and am no more ahead then behind, no more enlightened that uneducated, and no less happy than sad. i Buy in phentermine uk, find amusement in what should upset me because why not? what is there Buy in phentermine uk - to get upset about?

so i accept this anti-bloggie with pride. it has put me in the ranks of respected ones Diet online phentermine pill purchase - that came before me. it lets me know that i am someone in this big city, even if only on a computer screen being read half way around the world. i see you in every state in the US, every province in canada, buy in phentermine uk the netherlands, germany, italy, portugal, france, norway, the united kingdom, japan, israel, kuwait, iran, saudi arabia, pakistan, australia, new zealand and south africa (and that was last week alone ... imagine next week now that i have all this new press!) ... welcome! welcome to my life! welcome all readers of antibloggies.com!

my question is this. i'd never claimed for anyone to want to read my buy in phentermine uk it's here for me and me alone.
so why does antibloggies.com think that anyone Buy in phentermine uk : will care what they do, what they say, or even look at their site? i think that they should be awarding themselves. i had never heard of them until now, and likely will never return. there's the real question in all this.

who are they, and who do they think they are?