tense afternoon.

canada vs Buy tablet vicodin : usa for mens hockey gold.

i have the website loaded Buy tablet vicodin - up while i'm here at work and keep checking it.

we've done so well and it doesn't really matter if we win this ... but for canada to take this gold would be the perfect ending to a great olympics.

i'm so Buy tablet vicodin, proud of them either way.

go canada!

busy day.

never ends. just when you get a hold of everything, something Buy tablet vicodin, jumps in and messes it around.

i just get a grasp on the day, the week, the grand plan and i buy tablet vicodin over and my plant is so thirsty i can hear it trying to suck moisture out of the air. damn.

but somehow seeing buy tablet vicodin plant dry up is buy cost vicodin motivation to jump to my feet and go get it some water. not enough motivation to get me some water, but enough to try to keep the plant alive.

my parents gave me the plant on my first day at my new job. so far i've buy tablet vicodin to not kill it, although it's come close a few times. it's cute, it's green, and it's pot matches my office's colour scheme.

it's a bit of Buy tablet vicodin : life in this concrete jungle. i'm glad it's here because it buy tablet vicodin me buy cost vicodin stop for a minute sometimes and make time for the things that need it to grow and flourish.

the plant.

me.

things that annoy me ...

well, this Buy tablet vicodin : could be a long list, but let's take it one at a time.

sitting - or buy tablet vicodin - on public transit and having to listen to inane conversations Vicodin lortab without prescription : between people who generally don't know what they are talking about ...

i took the shuttle bus to ikea this past sunday. while standing in an impossibly long line, i Buy tablet vicodin, had to listen to a girl with a high pitched whiney voice, that sounded like it belonged to a dumb blonde cheerleader (i'm a blonde, although not a cheerleader, so i have some amount of right to say that) ... i had to listen to her discuss the problems she has with her buy cost vicodin regarding things such as noise. as she was behind Vicodin lortab without prescription, me in line i was able to tune her out somewhat ...

boarded the bus, things are going well, and then i hear the voice buy tablet vicodin directly behind me. the ride to ikea is about 30 minutes ... every minute of which i had to listen to this girl tell her friend how she has planned to decorate their new apartment (new roomates, apparently), discuss moving plans, marvel about their childhoods ... and with them so close, there Buy tablet vicodin : was no way to block out her voice ...

and then, the kicker. as we drive down the turnpike and pass by the skyline, they begin to discuss september 11th. luckily they didn't dwell on the topic until we are pulling into the parking lot at ikea. Vicodin lortab without prescription : one of them looks over to a cluster of office buildings, green glass mostly, and says

'is that battery park? could you imagine having been here on september 11th?' buy cost vicodin yada yada

i rolled my eyes, and then Buy tablet vicodin - started to chuckle as the girl sitting beside me, who buy tablet vicodin had counted as asleep for the whole trip, turned her entire body around in the seat and told the girls

'that is not battery park. you would not have been able to see anything from here on septeber 11th. we are nowhere near manhattan.'

and then she turned back around with a 'huff' and sat facing forward.

stunned silence from behind. then one squeaky voice says 'but isn't that the airport? didn't they say you could see it from laguardia?'

another buy tablet vicodin from beside me, a turn of the head, and the response:

'it's Newark. in new jersy. Newark.'

silence from buy tablet vicodin then, 'what colour sofa do you want to get?'.

mercifully, the bus pulled in and as buy cost vicodin were standing to leave i got a look at them for the first time. not buy tablet vicodin cheerleaders but large hispanic girls. seemingly totally oblivious to what was happening around them.

now i'm a chatterbox ... and i'm sure that buy tablet vicodin annoyed people with a constant stream of conversation ...

it was the stupidity that drove me over the edge. the stupidity.

i'll have to be more careful of my own stupidity next time i'm chatting on public transportation.

update on slow cooker dinner:

dinner turned out just fine even taking into account that the crock pot didn't get turned on until buy cost vicodin 3 pm and we wound up eating dinner at 11 pm ...

and i made the entire box of buy tablet vicodin buy cost vicodin that it was served on a bed of macaroni but really only needed 2 cups cooked macaroni so i buy tablet vicodin tons of leftover macaroni which will make lunch for the next week ... i must remember to buy tablet vicodin some before forget.

so that was a success and i'm feeling good to try something again soon ...

having been shamed by my new co-worker who leaves buy tablet vicodin every day with enthuasiasm to get to the market and start making dinner ... and not just dinner but exotic things such as pear salads and tarts (not dessert tarts but ones that are pie sized and dinner Vicodin lortab without prescription : material) i decided to make dinner ... real dinner ...

i decided to dust off my crock pot and see what the thing can do and after some online research i find a recipe that i think i can handle and isn't too many ingredients. on the bus i make a list for the grocery buy cost vicodin and i get through the bridge market without trouble. getting home i discover that the prime time tv shows tonight are interesting, so get caught up in that and don't get to the buy cost vicodin cooking until after 11 pm.

am and then posed buy tablet vicodin a plethora of questions.

how do you chop an onion? they slippery and round and they segment Vicodin lortab without prescription : themselves to the point where you can't get a grip on them without risking chopping fingers into the mix. all while crying, of course, to the point of not being able to see through the pain. did i hear something about dipping the knife into water first to keep this from happening?
is ground beef supposed to be pink on the outside of the pack but brown inside the ball? how weird ...
how do you know when the ground beef is browned? in a frying pan that's full of ground beef and onions, buy cost vicodin hard to be sure that all the beef gets it's buy tablet vicodin over the heat.
and how do you drain a large quantity of ground beef mixed with chopped onion and green pepper? a strainer? paper towels?
and then the tomato paste ... baby sized buy cost vicodin and to get it out? Buy tablet vicodin : and why does it smell so nasty? well i guess i've never opened a can of tomato paste before ...
and buy tablet vicodin buy tablet vicodin tomatoes ... only need half the can ... what to do with the other half? drained or undrained? rats ... oh good ... made the right choice on that one ...
spices ... oh they're security buy tablet vicodin how to get the plastic lids off to get at the paper seals ... sharp knife watch the fingers ...
cheese ... find the grater
ok mixing it all Vicodin lortab without prescription : together with the 4th wooden spoon ...
all set to put in the fridge.

now it's 12 pm, and making dinner the night before doesn't seem Vicodin lortab without prescription : like a great time saver.

and i realize why i never cook ... because i wind up using every utensil and dish in the entire kitchen while cooking ... which results in huge clean up ...

as i read the instructions i realize something monumental ...

slow cookers are not made for new york lifestyles. sure, it may seem like a good idea to leave dinner to cook all day while you're at work so to buy tablet vicodin a yummy hot dinner ready when you get home Buy tablet vicodin : ... however the instructions call for 6-8 hours and that does not accommodate for a new york work day. although i only work a 7 hour day, i commute for at least 1 hour each way, not to mention days when i wind up getting there early ...

so now Buy tablet vicodin, to get on the phone and make arrangements for a friend to pop by on their lunch hour to put the whole ball of mix from the fridge into the slow cooker and turn it on to be ready in 8 hours ... the approximate time of my return home.

sigh.

all this for a hot dinner tomorrow?

i think i'll call for take-out on thursday.

additional addendum to below:
two minutes later, a pink streak of buy cost vicodin on the horizon behind the trees.
that's how i feel today. like pink emerging from beneath a gray storm.

addendum to below:
two minutes later, when the sky has totally lightened ...
the rain comes

gray sky ... gray day ... hey do i feel gray today?

nope. not today.

feeling pretty happy.

just now i looked up out my window over the buy cost vicodin facing west ... saw the sky turn a dark gray colour ... buy tablet vicodin darker... then darker ... then just sat in the awe of nature and watched as a gray mass of mist and fog rolled over my building ... the street got buy tablet vicodin darker than night ... then lighter again, then darker again, and now it's a bluish colour.

all in the span of 2 minutes (if that)

i turned my office light off, sat on the buy cost vicodin ledge and watched for a moment. just a Buy tablet vicodin - brief moment.

gray sky.
i'm not gray.
i'm smiling.