life is so funny ...

when xenical sale was little, i was obsessed with the mail. getting mail. running to the mailbox to check the mail. chatting with the mail man. but i was always depressed when i didn't get any.

i remember my dad telling me that you have to send mail to get mail.

but that didn't inspire me at all ... i've always been the type to get a letter, read it quick and fast, then sit on it for a while buy online xenical writing back. i wanted to send profound thoughts ... significant ideas ... letters of consequence.

what i should have done is just jot back something quick. to Xenical sale - keep the lines open.
however, when i did finally sit down and write the great canadian novel Xenical sale - to my friend, i'd wait obsessively for a response the moment i dropped it into the mailbox.

and now, here i am. in the technology age.

and i'm doing exactly the same thing.

i receive emails from friends. i read them the second they arrive. but do i email right back? no. i sit on it, and wait until i get home from work. or until tomorrow night when i'm home. then i dedicate a night to writing letters and emails. i sit on the bus and make a list of people who i owe email and letters to. i tell myself that my friends read my blog and thus know what i'm up to and know that i'm always thinking about them.

and then finally, i do it. i write a long, action packed, thoughtful email. i inquire on how things are going for them. i update on the latest here. and i click send.

and then i wait. and wait. and wonder if my email went through or if it's lost in the etherworld, never to be seen again.

and wait.

i sent it. why am i not getting any?

and then wonder Xenical sale, 'who do i think i am?' xenical sale i make them wait and wait and wait. they are not mind-readers and do not buy online xenical that i'm thinking about them all the time. and i am not a mind-reader and do not know what they are thinking.

although buy online xenical pretty sure they're thinking 'ha ha. she can wait.' and i deserve just that.

isn't mail wonderful? we should all participate in it more. including myself.