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so that's the end of the story. thanks for your patience in waiting for me to tell it. i wasn't ready. i'm still not. but you have to sometime.
maybe my drug hydrocodone testing trip down won't be as difficult.

part of me hopes so, and part of me knows otherwise.

i miss them.